Colors

Im getting the feeling this week that things can get only harder. Life can get only harder, work too can get only harder (at least in R&D field), it is silly to say that we work hard to make the followers' (our children's) life easier, not if they wanted to be as good. The Lifes Obstacles that we face are programmed to get harder every time we get rid of one. We better know that every time we solve a problem, we are opening the door for a bigger one.

I started to feel this week that the only sin, human can do, is getting children...isnt this the first sin ever? making those creatures who will have brain is literally creating problems. bringing a white who can not sit beside a black, a yellow who looks silly and a dark who is never trust worthy, is creating problems.

Sometimes i think we should have only communicated through music, no language what so ever should have been founded. only voices, and anyone with george wassouf's voice should be hanged to die. blacks are good in rythm. africa would have led the world.

If it was up to me, I would sacrifice the less civilized group of people on earth every 300 years. sacrifice=burn them all. I believe that If we knew how bad they make this earth, my racist-look-like idea would have been adobted by the whole human race. I think this time is the Arabs (the darks) time.

I sat in the train beside a woman and her little young daugther, the idea of colors was very new to the daughter, she was happy to name every color she saw in the nice fields the train was passing through. I wondered if we can un-name colors. or are they bringing us more happiness than troubles. children seems to be able to live without them.

I am guilty for bringing a kid to this world and teaching him the colors. I am guilty for bringing him to this trouble-full life, where I , with my own free will, am making his life harder and harder every day I go to work.